hello people out there,

i'm putting up this journal just for the sake of updating

anyway things that are happening for me... i am searching for a college and a full ride scholarship

things are moving too fast!!!

my grades are going down the drain, especially in english and japanese class. man! i shouldn't even be failing those classes

speaking of japanese, we just had a japanese exchage. i was so excited and i primped myself up very well, but turns out that i had gotten a guy.
that ruined the whole experiance, not to be shallow but the guy had a dead face and seemed unimpressed with anything i do! i swear him and his friends were making fun of me along with others, i don't know about what, maybe how i looked or how i got stuck with a guy.

i shouldn't have stood first in line! may be second or thrid would have done it, cuz it was nothing but girls! cute ones even!




when i gave him his gifts, not a shred of reaction to it, all he said is "oh", i gave him a nice pillow and a toy car, he gives me a flimsy, 99 yen fan. i hate myself, everyone had a great time but me.

however there is a little bright side for this. he spoke and understood enough english to put my japanese to a minimum.