bah!!!

what can i say to in this journal, to people not reading it?

well for those who have been keeping up, i have been on haeitus for a shit load of time.

since goiing into college, my self-esteem has sequestered and my drawings, that used to give me comfort, now lays collecting dust.

i feel worst than the first year of high school.

i barely see any friends, when i do they mostly just give a passive "hi".

even my sister tells me that i should hang out more with friends (pfft, as if they have any time)

the depression makes me put on a couple more pounds, which doesn't help at all. >.> my parents are pressuring me to go reserve both to get the weight off and get government money.

sigh... see you some other time


p.s. i'm not asking for sympathies, i just want to really work these personal issues my self